I... I-I don't. [Well, he might not mind if it was someone else... like Be... o-or someone!] W-well, I mean... [This... is hard to explain.] I-it's just n-now. I... I-I don't know why... I-I almost don't... a-always... [He rambles more as he starts to feel worse about this. He didn't know his needs would bother Mac!]