[Jixsan is used to nasty wake-up calls. His entire “non-existence” has been made up of these, one right after another – from dying, to coming back to life with no heart, to losing the memories of his closest friend, to killing a person he once thought he could trust with his life, and later dying again with only his bloodlust satisfied. Luceti staying true-to-form shouldn’t bother him so much.
But it does. And hastily reading through the Malnosso’s entry for clues sets a grim cloud of blank understanding over his head: regardless of whether he exists in another Luceti, he doesn’t belong to the one here; meaning he’ll be relinquishing his spot to Sanji within a few days’ (or hours') time.
End of story.
Very wisely he burns his journal and discards it elsewhere, and in this state of numbness avoids all the people he can. He knows himself. He knows the differences between what his Somebody would do and what will happen if anyone crosses his path. He’s trying, damn it, to handle this realistically, and not give into emotions that don’t exist. If he stays grounded in his inability to feel...
So it really is an accident when he finds himself in the plaza, so dazed and lost in his own thoughts that his feet started taking him to Seventh Heaven. And upon realizing his mistake, makes hasty steps to leave.]
Near Seventh Heaven (Lestrade and Rin)
But it does. And hastily reading through the Malnosso’s entry for clues sets a grim cloud of blank understanding over his head: regardless of whether he exists in another Luceti, he doesn’t belong to the one here; meaning he’ll be relinquishing his spot to Sanji within a few days’ (or hours') time.
End of story.
Very wisely he burns his journal and discards it elsewhere, and in this state of numbness avoids all the people he can. He knows himself. He knows the differences between what his Somebody would do and what will happen if anyone crosses his path. He’s trying, damn it, to handle this realistically, and not give into emotions that don’t exist. If he stays grounded in his inability to feel...
So it really is an accident when he finds himself in the plaza, so dazed and lost in his own thoughts that his feet started taking him to Seventh Heaven. And upon realizing his mistake, makes hasty steps to leave.]