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Sanji "flaming bullshit" Vinsmoke ([personal profile] concasse) wrote in [community profile] lucetilogs2012-04-10 06:38 pm

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Who: Lots of people. I'll unlazy myself when I figure out who tags this
What: Lesson of the Day: Being a Nobody is suffering.
When: All through April 9th.
Where: Specified in the comments.
Summary: Jixsan has already died, and funny enough, didn't mind it that first time. But the idea of disappearing now is the last straw.
Rating: A for angst. Ideas of death usually aren't cheerful. >>
goldenglasses: Maker on LJ (Crying in the rain is MANLY!)

[personal profile] goldenglasses 2012-04-11 06:25 am (UTC)(link)
You don't have to be alone.
goldenglasses: (And that one looks like a bunny!)

[personal profile] goldenglasses 2012-04-11 06:29 am (UTC)(link)
You get the choice of who you're with. And you're not dying. Just some of your memories are changing.

[Vash doesn't like saying the word dying, but with how Sanji is talking and with the goodbyes, he wonders if that's what he's thinking. Vash hopes that maybe he'll be called out of line for saying something like Jixsan is getting ready to die.]
Edited 2012-04-11 06:32 (UTC)
goldenglasses: (What-a-what?)

[personal profile] goldenglasses 2012-04-11 05:32 pm (UTC)(link)
But you aren't just Jixsan. You're Sanji. You may not remember him well because of what the Malnosso did, but at the very same you're still him. Just like now after this he'll also be you.

[It's convoluted and maybe Vash would have tried a different defense if he knew all of Jixsan's history with being Sanji. All he really knows right now is that his friend is talking like he's about to die and Vash doesn't like that type of thinking.]
goldenglasses: Maker on LJ (Missing you)

[personal profile] goldenglasses 2012-04-13 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry.

Have you been told a lot about, Sanji? Does he really seem that bad to you? [He doesn't really want to go picking on his friend while talking to a version of Sanji, but he's struggling to find common ground again.

Damn those Malnosso. He clenches his fist to keep it from shaking. How dare they toy with people like this?]
goldenglasses: Maker on LJ (Say what!?!?)

[personal profile] goldenglasses 2012-04-15 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
They-

But this isn't like that! You're not dying! You're heart isn't going to ripped out!
goldenglasses: (What-a-what?)

[personal profile] goldenglasses 2012-04-16 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
Are you sure Sanji completely disappeared? Maybe he was still living deep inside you?
Edited 2012-04-16 03:52 (UTC)
goldenglasses: (Why'd I have to get the hicky there?)

[personal profile] goldenglasses 2012-04-18 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
But Sanji didn't die. He just became you. He just changed... a lot.
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[personal profile] goldenglasses 2012-04-19 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
I'm listening. I am, but this isn't easy for me to understand right away. And there's nothing wrong with wanting to stay alive. I think you'd sacrifice yourself in other ways to make us happy if you had to.

And I'd be a little disappointed in Sanji too if he just decided to lay down and die. He should know that would never make me happy. [That's not exactly getting to the heart of the matter, but Vash still isn't sure how to tackle that. One thing at a time.]
goldenglasses: (And that one looks like a bunny!)

[personal profile] goldenglasses 2012-04-19 04:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Why don't you stay here? We could grab some lunch or something before it happens.
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[personal profile] goldenglasses 2012-04-20 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
[Vash opens his mouth, wanting to tell Jixsan to stay, then shuts it. Understanding that he might not be the only one he feels the need to say goodbye to.]

Alright, but if you change your mind later? I'll be here all day. [He won't even leave to get donuts to make sure you know where to find him.]