And just how long is Luceti Fantasy? It never ends.

[lucetimods]

Who: You and me and you and you and you and you. Also you, I guess.
What: The RPG event!
When: April 28th - May 2nd
Where: Errywhere.
Summary: Everyone wakes up to discover Luceti has turned into an RPG land! And they... are its characters!
Rating: G, PG, PG-13, I don't give a damn.

It's the same deal as always. Post! Tag around! React! Thread! ...Other stuff! Keep it clean. Take your naughty stuff elsewhere. But this is an RPG so things like that don't exist here anyway.

AND BE SURE TO TAG YOUR CHARACTER ON THE LIST.

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[I believe I can fly. I believe I can touch the sky. Think about it every night and day-/Action]

[fleurdesel]

[This was. More than a little mortifying. The laugh that bubbles up and out of her is strangled by it's desire to be a sob. What comes out is a twisted combination of the two.]

Alright? Alright. I. I'm perfectly fine Ben. I'm always just. Wonderful.

[Every night in my dreams, I see you, I feel you, that is how I know you go oonnn~/Action]

[averybadfeeling]

[Obi-Wan's brow furrows. Genuine emotion, even if just for a moment.]

"...you're lying."

[Listen to the music of the niiiiiiiiiiiiiiight-/Action]

[fleurdesel]

Of course I'm lying. Not that it changes any of this. Or will change any of this.

[Pinging the bridge of her nose and just. Trying to regain some measure of composure. If she fails, and it seems she will, she'll just. Walk into the battledome proper. Find somewhere quiet to get this out.]

[Feel the beat of the rhythm of the night, dance until the morning light!/Action]

[averybadfeeling]

[His hand goes to her shoulder, and he attempts to meet her eyes.]

"... Were you not the one who insisted that I should not blame myself for that which I could not change?"

[... Almost emotion. Almost. It was sort of emotion-like, really.]

[We got the beat, we got the beat we got the beat, yeah, we got the beat!/Action]

[fleurdesel]

There's no dark side for me to fall to if I swallow poison of my own making Ben.

[Avoiding eye contact because, honestly. She doesn't want anymore of that terrible bland expression. The dulled eyes. It would just upset her more really.]

[And the beat rolls on, and the beat rolls on.../Action]

[averybadfeeling]

[... She wasn't meeting his eyes. Somehow, that always hurt.

It... hurt. Pain. Actual pain, not some vaguely described filtered pain of a neutral third party.]

"It may not be as obvious, Adele, but I assure you, darkness is not only of the Force."

[Roll'n roll'n roll'n. Roll'n roll'n roll'n. Roll'n roll'n roll'n, Rawhide!/Action]

[fleurdesel]

[...he called her by name. He hasn't done that for the entirety of their conversation. It's strange, how such a small detail would unsettle her so quickly.]

I am the very last person you need tell that.

[I wanna rock and roll all niiiight, and party every day!/Action]

[averybadfeeling]

"And yet you are willing to poison yourself emotionally."

[And there, again, was pain. Audible, actual pain.]

[You gotta fight- for your right. To paaaaaaaaaaaartay!/Action]

[fleurdesel]

I have endured worse things.

[It wasn't something she'd cling to. This frustration. This guilt. She should by all rights walk away from this situation and rest. Meditate. Deal with it rather than continue to swallow.]

[He's a legend in the bar, and with every scar, fights a thousand bigger men (OI! OI! OI!)/Action]

[averybadfeeling]

"... And yet you stay and speak to me, despite the frustration."

[He blinks.]

"... Adele, what am I doing out here?"

[Tikki takki Tikki Takki OI OI OI! TIKKI TAKKI TIKKI TAKKI OI OI OI!/Action]

[fleurdesel]

I am something of an idiot even on my best days, Ben.

[Right. Time to walk away. except. Now he sounds like himself. And that's just not fair.]

Oh no. If I answer you'll just. Start at the beginning again and I'm in no mood for that.

[Tick tock, on the clock, but the party don't stop, no (Oh oh o-oh! Oh oh o-oh!)/Action]

[averybadfeeling]

"... Start at the..."

[He frowns.]

"... I'm not certain where that... compulsion came from, but it seems to have passed."

[Blasted Malnosso.]

[Party rock is in the house tonight! Everybody just have a good time~/Action]

[fleurdesel]

[He didn't sound bland anymore. He. Sounded like himself. Cautious, she looks back up at Obi-Wan proper. Blinks the last of her earlier tears away.]

...Ben?

[If the house is a-rockin', don't bother knockin.../Action]

[averybadfeeling]

"... I'm so sorry."

[It hadn't even seemed wrong at first. It was as if those bizarre things he had said made sense. Like saying anything else was alien and bizarre.]

[Ya better- *knock knock knock* Knock on wood-/Action]

[fleurdesel]

You are. You are yourself again?

[Indeed he was. That sobbed laughter from before? Makes a second appearance. She covers her mouth with her hands and leans forward to rest her forehead against his shoulder. It's. easier to laugh and cry when he didn't have to watch her cry.]

[When I say I love you, you say you better! (You better, you better, you bet)/Action]

[averybadfeeling]

"I... I believe so, yes."

[His arms slip around her without him even having to think about it, one hand resting against the back of her head, the other arm moving around her shoulders.]

"I... I believe that is my first time being overtly affected by a shift."

[Love is all that I can give to you, love is more than just a game for two-/Action]

[fleurdesel]

Good. [She's just going to sag here for a moment, head lolling into it's typical nook. That familiar curve she's known for the entirety of a life that was never hers.] Good.

It is...distressing.

[But my love is all I have to give, without you I don't think I can live/Action]

[averybadfeeling]

[... Adele is already nestled into the familiar spot between his shoulder and his chest, and for a moment it alarms him, an immediate sensation that it is not her spot, but Levarre's.
But then he recalls that it was not Levarre's, that she had used it before the shift that called Levarre into being even took place. And he felt a flash of shame for thinking so irrationally.

When she spoke, he welcomed the alternative focus.]

"I recall."

[He remembers that evening three months ago quite well, in fact.

Distressing did not begin to describe it.]

[But how do I live without you, I want to know, how do I breathe without you-/Action]

[fleurdesel]

[Hers before it ever was Levarre's, and it is still odd to think of the woman. That woman. Who was her and not in so many ways. For the moment she ignores it, all the memories, the sensations that belonged to Levarre's experiences and focuses instead on calming herself.]

At least you were still yourself, then.

[Mumbled into the fabric of his shoulder. It makes her feel terribly young, standing like this.]

Instead of. Whatever this was.

[I can feel you breathe, it's washing over me, and suddenly I'm melting into you/Action]

[averybadfeeling]

"It... can be endured. I've recovered my wits, it seems."

[He smiles, letting his head rest against hers gently.]

"Thank you."

[And breathe....just breathe. Oh breathe. Just, breathe./Action]

[fleurdesel]

You were starting to frighten me for a moment, there.

[Fear for her life? Noting new, not after the mission. But a slow creeping horror brought on by the sheer unsettling wrongness of Ben's shift? She was still a bit shaken.]

For being too stubborn to walk away?

[I miss the still of the silence, as you breathe out, I breathe in.../Action]

[averybadfeeling]

"For saving me. For bringing me back. Yes."

[She had given his self back. How does one repay such a thing?]

[Here are my words so I might teach you. But my words, like silent raindrops fell,/Action]

[fleurdesel]

By having an emotional breakdown. [A self depreciating snort.]

Is this not a bit backward? You are the knight, after all.

[Here comes the rain again, falling on my head like a melody./Action]

[averybadfeeling]

"You're the doctor. You healed me. It seems logical enough to me."

[And i'm FREEEEEEEEE. FREEEEEE FAAAAAAAAAALL'N/Action]

[fleurdesel]

Well when you put it like that...you still make for a terrible damsel. I cannot sweep you off your feet. You are too tall.