[ The kiss does scare him further, as his posture stiffens and curls a bit inward with the act. It's strange to have someone be compassionate to him about this sort of thing. When back home all he ever got was ostracized and hurt and pain. Someone who cares about his mistake and curse and pain and doesn't blame him for it. She was like Ra in that way if nothing else than being a deity. He feels that energy dull the ache in his joints but the pain in his damaged soul remains. It's...helpful and he's utterly grateful that he didn't receive Saori's wrath.
He just feels so frustrated about everything. He lets out a small shaky sigh and nods. He doesn't take the offered hand, he isn't that well to do so yet. Instead he cringes slightly and shakes his head, getting up by himself. He wobbles a little as he does so and moves away from Saori as if afraid to move into her space. He's probably going to not be around people for awhile, maybe forcing himself might make it better, but no he shouldn't go into isolation should he? He wasn't a danger...not with the seal but he still felt awful. And there was always the ever present fact that it could break... ] I-I will, immediately.
[ He winces at that. So he can't go into hiding and seclusion? You're making this difficult for him Saori. ] Y-Yes of, of course.
[ He looks at her with a small bit of reverence, something of the same look he gave Ra all those years ago when he saved him from Apep. ] I-I'll do anything I-I can for you. Y-You don't even have to ask...
[ Gods, no, of course she didn't. The fact that she did was rather ridiculous. Helios will do anything she asks of him because he's indebted to her more than he can ever possible conceive. ]
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He just feels so frustrated about everything. He lets out a small shaky sigh and nods. He doesn't take the offered hand, he isn't that well to do so yet. Instead he cringes slightly and shakes his head, getting up by himself. He wobbles a little as he does so and moves away from Saori as if afraid to move into her space. He's probably going to not be around people for awhile, maybe forcing himself might make it better, but no he shouldn't go into isolation should he? He wasn't a danger...not with the seal but he still felt awful. And there was always the ever present fact that it could break... ] I-I will, immediately.
[ He winces at that. So he can't go into hiding and seclusion? You're making this difficult for him Saori. ] Y-Yes of, of course.
[ He looks at her with a small bit of reverence, something of the same look he gave Ra all those years ago when he saved him from Apep. ] I-I'll do anything I-I can for you. Y-You don't even have to ask...
[ Gods, no, of course she didn't. The fact that she did was rather ridiculous. Helios will do anything she asks of him because he's indebted to her more than he can ever possible conceive. ]