[ He pulls away after a few long minutes of just...remaining there and trying to calm himself. Change how he views himself. A hard thing to ask of a man whose never really been told he's much of anything. But he remembers the words of his friends, Varron, Ra, Giles, Ginia and then of course Elise. It eases the hurt a little more as he wipes away the stray wetness from his cheeks and eyes. He can't obviously stop them from doing so. But he's not sure what he's done to deserve such things. ] Is...is Luminair al-alright?
[ He says it through shaky half choked back sobs. He's trying to piece together everything but it's hard. People forgiving him is always hard to accept. But Luceti is a place that's showed him that things can change. This isn't his world and people here don't seem to care or mind, for reasons he might never understand. ] I-I...I'll try. It's just...
[ Hard. He's pulls away completely then his body exhausted and his mind and spirit as well. The throbbing pain that Apep's encounter wrought onto his soul isn't apparent. But Helios is a bit more pale, a bit more hunched over. His soul hurts so much from it. He looks at his things that he's already packed and placed to the side to take somewhere else. He looks lost and unsure on what to do. But he can't stay even with Adele's words. He needs some time and place to himself and she and Sabriel do to. ]
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[ He says it through shaky half choked back sobs. He's trying to piece together everything but it's hard. People forgiving him is always hard to accept. But Luceti is a place that's showed him that things can change. This isn't his world and people here don't seem to care or mind, for reasons he might never understand. ] I-I...I'll try. It's just...
[ Hard. He's pulls away completely then his body exhausted and his mind and spirit as well. The throbbing pain that Apep's encounter wrought onto his soul isn't apparent. But Helios is a bit more pale, a bit more hunched over. His soul hurts so much from it. He looks at his things that he's already packed and placed to the side to take somewhere else. He looks lost and unsure on what to do. But he can't stay even with Adele's words. He needs some time and place to himself and she and Sabriel do to. ]