I suppose...but I guess I'm worried about what would happen if I left my brother to handle my little sister on his own considering how energetic she is and how much work he does already. If I can afford a few more years at home learning more and helping her know how to take care of herself before I feel much better about going off on my own.

And then that sorta depends on whether Derek will let me go.

[She loves her brother very much, but he did have the tendency to be very over protective and paranoid.]