Kind of hard to describe it with decent language considering that experience. Sorry.

[She could have come up with something even worse, but that description summed up how awful it was quite succinctly. It was like having her soul poked and prodded by the sort of creepy child that likes to rip off fly wings just for fun.]

If it's any consolation, there are at least two dozen people here who can sympathize with how awful that was.