[Turning his eyes to Helios, he slowly reaches to put his hand on the other man's shoulder only to stop himself. He knew Helios wasn't fond of people touching him, so he decided not to do it.]

I told you because I trust you, Helios. In reality, it is hard for so many to gain my trust, yet you were able to pass the barriers of my heart and help me open myself to you. [He faintly laughs.] In all honesty, a part of me does want to live for the sake of others, yet that other part of me wishes that I still live for myself as well. I'm confused and lost, unable to figure out what my own heart wants. [He lowers his head and looks rather shameful.] I am pathetic, aren't I? You can say it if you wish to.