i will give it everything i have

[meritocracy]

Who: Princess Natalia
What: Natalia is just wandering around Luceti, trying to find ways to be useful!
When: January 21st, mid-morning.
Where: All over!
Summary: Natalia is a Princess even in a new place. It's time to do what she does best --serve some villagers! And not kill them with cooking this time, okok. She will be leaning towards helping in the Clinic!
Rating: No higher than PG13 I don't think..!
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Natalia was very used to waking up to the burden of tens of thousands of citizens relying on her leadership. It gave her purpose, something to do---something to strive for and to distract her from the events she still could not quite count as memories just yet.

But here in Luceti she was expected to simply exist without that mantle of leadership over her kingdom. It was..a very hollow sort of feeling. This in mind, Natalia set herself to waking early this morning, getting dressed properly, and preparing to leave House One.

She wouldn't say it out loud..but being in Luceti with people she had lost--hearing Nephry's words--it had a healing effect on her. She could feel herself start to smile a bit more openly, without that masked sadness she had been used to since the events of Eldrant ended.

The people here were just as good, (strange perhaps) as her own beloved Kimlascan citizens, and she felt they deserved everything she had to give, even if she still knew very little.

Shutting the door, Natalia stepped out into the crisp air and proceeded to begin what she hoped would be a productive day. Today she would find a way to help the people of Luceti, one way or another.

Comments

[distressedude]

Yes. Usually that's a sign whatever I have is going to get worse before it gets better. So I wanted to make it to the clinic before I feel too sick to make the trip by myself.

Though I probably should have gone as soon as I started feeling unwell-- [Too late for that, now. He punctuates that sentence with an abrupt cough.]

[meritocracy]

Next time you will inform one of us once you start to feel ill, because you clearly are still pushing yourself too hard. Understood? [she leans in >:(]

[distressedude]

I've been trying to get better about that. I just didn't think it was going to get any worse...

[He just smiles. She's only nagging him because she cares, right?] I'm sorry for worrying you.