[He can't breathe. It can't be true. He would have saved her somehow, had to have saved her somehow. He'd never let her down like that. He wouldn't lose her like he lost his mother.
No. Nononono. He... failed. Again. Why could he never be powerful enough to save them?
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No. Nononono. He... failed. Again. Why could he never be powerful enough to save them?
He can feel himself start to break and for that moment, the Dark Side starting to rise within him is a welcome feeling. He can't live without Padmé. It's too devastating to even comprehend and there's a piece of Anakin that dies with those words. He cradles his head in his hands, choking on a sob. He wants to scream and to rage and to reach through the Force to break things in a tantrum. And it's starting to build within him to do just that. All the emotions begin to burn inside him, causing a few objects in the apartment to being to shake.]