No... I get that. I know what I did was practically unforgivable.

[Kari was pretty chill about it, but the reaction of everyone affected had been very different. He would never assume that saying sorry would fix everything, even months later.]

I stopped using magic for six months because I thought that would help to prevent it from happening again. But I know now that it won't- that I have to keep using it, practice it and master my own powers. That's the only way I can make sure that I can't be used to hurt people like that again.