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lucetilogs2008-11-18 02:29 am
wingenvy) wrote in lucetilogs2008-11-18 02:29 am
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Who: Zack and Guy
What: Just a talk, yo
When: After this thread
Where: The bar
Summary: Zack's out wandering aimlessly and kinda makes it back to the bar just as Guy's closing up for the night.
Rating: PG/PG-13, idk
Zack hadn't really thought about where he was headed. The village didn't vary much from house to house, and the rain made everything a blur. The alcohol didn't help much; he'd had more to drink than he usually did - or rather, he still wasn't used to his new limitations without the mako, as far as alcohol was concerned. Still, he was coherent and pretty steady on his feet, so he just sort of walked around in the rain for a few hours, deep in thought. Cloud had brought to mind a lot of questions, a few answers, and several things he'd realized long ago but hadn't wanted to consider, ever.
But here he was, roaming aimlessly in the pouring rain and doing just that.
Dammit. Dammit, dammit...
What: Just a talk, yo
When: After this thread
Where: The bar
Summary: Zack's out wandering aimlessly and kinda makes it back to the bar just as Guy's closing up for the night.
Rating: PG/PG-13, idk
Zack hadn't really thought about where he was headed. The village didn't vary much from house to house, and the rain made everything a blur. The alcohol didn't help much; he'd had more to drink than he usually did - or rather, he still wasn't used to his new limitations without the mako, as far as alcohol was concerned. Still, he was coherent and pretty steady on his feet, so he just sort of walked around in the rain for a few hours, deep in thought. Cloud had brought to mind a lot of questions, a few answers, and several things he'd realized long ago but hadn't wanted to consider, ever.
But here he was, roaming aimlessly in the pouring rain and doing just that.
Dammit. Dammit, dammit...
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But they were human, too. And they could cry.
He wasn't thinking about intimacy either, except for the closeness of one body against another seeking warmth and comfort, but nothing more. He didn't even want to kiss Guy again. It had been partially in jest, anyway, partially to indulge himself without consequence because he'd been drunk enough to brush it off. Maybe he'd just wanted to touch someone while his impulses weren't under control.
"I don't know what to say," he whispered, closing his eyes, forehead rested against Guy's shoulder. "It's too heavy... to much for anyone. It's not fair to share what's in my head when it's messed us up so badly..."