averybadfeeling: (Sympathy)

Oi! Behave!

[personal profile] averybadfeeling 2012-04-14 02:39 am (UTC)(link)
[... Really.]

"Oh. Oh dear."

[He averts his gaze. He doesn't know her well enough to say for certain, but he can guess that she does not like to be seen crying.]

"Ordinarily, in such a case, a Jedi would recuse himself of the responsibility of becoming a bodyguard and request that a replacement be found. I... assume that is not an option, in your case?"

I dun wanna to!

[personal profile] oftheyin 2012-04-14 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
I have resigned from my post for the time being, but I am hoping to return after my training. If he needs me though, I will be there for him. I will always be there to protect him.
averybadfeeling: (Default)

Pretty sure I'm not that irresistible, hon :B

[personal profile] averybadfeeling 2012-04-14 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
"That does seem wisest. I notice you did not actually answer my question."

SH! Let me love you!

[personal profile] oftheyin 2012-04-15 01:36 am (UTC)(link)
No. There is no replacement, and I don't have the time.

Does this training take a long time? [She only cares because she'd rather not be away from Ling for too long. However, she doesn't care how difficult the training is. She's willing to do it.]
averybadfeeling: (Ponder)

... Well when you put it that way...

[personal profile] averybadfeeling 2012-04-15 06:59 am (UTC)(link)
"It is a continual journey, but I can teach you the fundamentals of emotional control fairly quickly. A week or two to lay out the basics, if you have already been grounded in the practice of meditation and take well to the study."

[He pauses again.]

"I asked only because I believe you should consider the possibility that you do not serve him or yourself best by being his bodyguard."

[... Not what you typically expect to hear from a Jedi, eh?]

yessss /loves on

[personal profile] oftheyin 2012-04-17 08:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[Her eyes opened wide.]

That is not an option! [Because she didn't mean to snap, so she quickly pulled away.] My family has been guarding his for generations. I will not stop the line now.

I would much rather learn to control these feelings and forget about them.
averybadfeeling: (Sympathy)

All the love

[personal profile] averybadfeeling 2012-04-18 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
"... I see."

[Sigh.]

"I feel it important, then, to point out that whatever else may be the case, you will never 'forget about' these feelings. You might, perhaps, move on from them with time, but no amount of training will allow you to simply not feel anything, unless it psychologically damaged you."

[He gives her a serious look.]

"It will not be easy. It will never be easy. To be around somebody you have such emotions for, on a constant basis, and never allow yourself to feel what you wish to feel about that person? Few Jedi are even capable of it, which is why typically a Knight in such a situation would ask to be removed from the assignment."

... /keeps it

[personal profile] oftheyin 2012-04-18 03:49 am (UTC)(link)
Then I will move on. Just, whatever I have to do, I am willing to do it. [Nothing will stop her determination.]

I will find a way to deal with that. I want nothing more than to protect him. [She holds onto her automail arm.] I'll do anything for him.
averybadfeeling: (Ponder)

You ought to be ~ashamed~, madam. And sorry for late

[personal profile] averybadfeeling 2012-04-22 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
[He nods.]

"Very well. We'll start tomorrow morning, then. Dress in loose, comfortable attire, you'll be sitting still for a while."

ashamed of what?!?! ;_;

[personal profile] oftheyin 2012-04-23 04:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[She looks at her normal clothing. The armor might be a bit much. Welp, she can not wear it tomorrow.]

Of course. I will do you proud. [She bows her head.]
averybadfeeling: (Grin)

HOARDING THE LOVE

[personal profile] averybadfeeling 2012-04-23 08:01 pm (UTC)(link)
"Of that, I have little doubt."

[He bows in return.]

it's all yours! and there's more of it! never ending supply!

[personal profile] oftheyin 2012-04-23 08:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Then I will see you tomorrow. Thank you, Obi-Wan.