daisy023: (Stowaway)

[personal profile] daisy023 2012-04-16 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
[She obeys Neliel, sitting beside her and trying to even her head with hers. A drink doesn't occur to her.]

I'm myself, now.

[...]

I didn't want this to happen again.
former_third: (Say what?)

[personal profile] former_third 2012-04-16 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
None of us did. But that's not something we can control.

[Hmmm, that's not the best way to say it. She knows she sounded pretty cold there. Still, it's true.]

But it's only ever temporary. I knew we'd have the real you back at the end.
daisy023: (Thief)

[personal profile] daisy023 2012-04-18 07:29 am (UTC)(link)
[It doesn't affect her -- In a way, she yearns for that cool logic.]

I was starting to guess things were off the moment histories didn't match. I knew this would end.

... It doesn't hurt as bad as last year.
former_third: (Look out at the world...)

[personal profile] former_third 2012-04-18 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
I think the worst ones are the ones where you realize something is wrong before it ends. You become... a little paranoid, during that time, knowing something isn't right but being unable to figure out what it is.

[She nods a bit at Daisy's mention of it hurting less, not really surprised to hear it.]

It... gets easier, I suppose you could say. Somehow, you get used to it. Though one could definitely argue this isn't something you should get used to.
daisy023: (Default)

[personal profile] daisy023 2012-04-23 07:26 am (UTC)(link)
[She nods.]

It shouldn't be. But I hope so.

[At the very least, to come to terms to what was done to her.]

I'm trying to prepare myself when it happens again. Having reminders. Something... [Daisy pauses for seconds. She turns to Neliel, trying to smile.] But this time, it was easier because of you and Val. Because last time this ended, I had nothing.

[Valvalis was the first person Daisy had willingly told of her origins. And yet, that accepted her with open arms.]