Luceti Land!!

[lucetimods]

Who: luceti
What: Amusement Parking!
When: Today til the end of the month
Where: A veritable pleasure island, east of the Beach Fort.
Summary: An amusement park has popped up in Luceti. It's all over here.
Rating: F is for friends who do stuff together!

Just some notes here not in the mod post -
1) The weather will be bright and partly cloudy for the rest of the month on the beach side of things. A nice cool sea breeze will keep people from melting out there.
2) All the old Luceti Land rides are still available. However, feel free to make up your own attractions and rides as well.
3) Since this is around for two weeks, we may put up another mass log if this one gets too full. So keep an eye on that!
4) Don't forget to tag your character's name on to the log! If you don't have one yet, just let us know and we'll get you hooked up.

As way of explanation for all this, Bil will have written a message on the first page of the journals. It cannot be replied to, it simply states:

"My condolences for all the trouble. You were due for an experiment today, but I thought you might enjoy an amusement park instead. It seemed like the sort of thing the Great One would do."

Comments

[refinedmaestro.livejournal.com]

[Frederic goes with Giles inside of the Hall of Personas again, then stands in front of a mirror in the hallway. Turning to Giles, he stares at him for a few moments before he thinks about what he wants.] Promise me you won't look at me with disgust when the image on the mirror changes.

[consultmybooks]

Only if you'll promise me the same.

[refinedmaestro.livejournal.com]

Of course Giles, I promise you this.

[consultmybooks]

Then we're fine.

[Giles looks around the hall.] What did you want to show me?

[refinedmaestro.livejournal.com]

[Frederic sighs then looks towards the mirror as the image of a demon (http://i.imgur.com/mRngr.jpg) appears in it with a wide grin upon its face. Frederic can only frown then turn to look at Giles.] I told you I had a demon inside of my heart, this is it.

[consultmybooks]

[Giles leans forward with an expression of polite curiosity on his face.]

I didn't know you meant it quite so literally.

[refinedmaestro.livejournal.com]

[Frederic watches Giles' expression and tries not to seem a little disappointed, but only tries to smile.]

He's not exactly a real demon, but a physical being created from the negative emotions within me. I've been dealing with him for a long time and...he's one of the reasons I had the nightmares, besides everything that went on.

[consultmybooks]

Well, when you've proven able to create entire worlds out of your dreams, I suppose that's always a risk.

I could give exorcising him a try later on, if you want.

[...jeez, you're ugly. Fangs can make anyone or anything look unnerving.]

[refinedmaestro.livejournal.com]

I do not know if that is worth trying, I may end up losing my negative emotions entirely.

[consultmybooks]

I find the fact that this is a concern for you at all inexpressibly comforting.

[refinedmaestro.livejournal.com]

Inexpressibly comforting? I know before I said I would rather wipe my memories clean and no longer want to feel emotions, yet...I did some thinking on my own. And before you say a word, yes you were right so was Helios, Paprika, and even Feliks. All of you were right and the truth is, I can't love myself because I feel I'd have no worth to anyone if I'm simply...plain old Frederic without magic or any special abilities or having my name of Chopin.

Though being here and even some friends at home, I have met people who do care about me as myself and not who I am. Coming to this realization has been difficult because in reality, I detest myself as a whole. You of all people being a musician knows my life's story, but no historian knows me better than my own self.

[consultmybooks]

No historian could possibly know you better. That's just rational.

...I'm glad that you've reached these conclusions, Frederic. I'd been hoping that you would for a while.

[refinedmaestro.livejournal.com]

I always thought I'd have to be someone other than myself for everyone to care about me, but slowly I've come to see that isn't the truth. I do apologize it took so long to have everything sink in.

[consultmybooks]

[He smiles affectionately as he turns away from the mirror.]

Better late than never, as they say.

[refinedmaestro.livejournal.com]

[Frederic turns to look at himself in the mirror again and sees himself much younger now, about in his mid-twenties.]

I suppose that is true.

[consultmybooks]

Even so, you mentioned that it's only put in a new appearance recently?

[When Giles looks back at the mirror, he looks mildly surprised to see that the image has changed.] Oh! Um. Hello. Is this still you, then?

[refinedmaestro.livejournal.com]

If you are speaking about the demon, then yes. Sometimes it looks like death and other times it has looked like a devil.

[He laughs a little at Giles being mildly surprise at the image changing.]

It's me when I was younger. I do look much healthier, don't I?

[consultmybooks]

...yes, you do. I suppose that's, um, only to be expected, isn't it?

[refinedmaestro.livejournal.com]

Sometimes I wish I could be this youthful again.

[consultmybooks]

Was life really better then?

[refinedmaestro.livejournal.com]

There were times when I look back and felt it was, that changing certain things about me would have allowed me to live longer than I was expected.