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EVERYBODY! EVERYBODY!
Who: Everybody! Everybody!
What: It's a beach! There's fruit! Love in the air! Classy private rooms in the mountains!
When: From sunrise to midnight! (AND IT'S TODAY! FEBRUARY 18th!)
Where: Out on the beach, centered around the teleporter/tunnel exit area. But it feels like July out there! Ain't that just the shit?
Summary: Summary? Why does this need a summary. I said everything up there. And then I'm gonna say even more after this. Why do we need this field? Seriously, anyone? Anyone? Bueller?
Rating: KEEP IT CLEAN, KIDS. Take your dirty smut to an appointments post!
Long Ago In A Distant Land, Akai, the fully functional fonbot, unleashed a fairly standard mod post. But a foolish player kept asking questions and come on, do you really need to know that much? Now everyone wants to play out their ships and get into fruit shenanigans and undo to evil that is AKAI.
((No, but seriously guys, look at the mod post, you know what to do. Everything you need is there. Mass log post, remember to tag your characters name here, and do your thing.))
OH YEAH! So like, assume there is stands (or you know, beach-appropriate huts) here and there that are stocked up on bathing suits (and curtains you can change behind), stands with beverages, and snacks. Nobody's really operating them, new stuff just gets Shifted there (BUT ONLY IF YOU'RE NOT WATCHING). The Malnosso are the most considerate bro-ginization ever.
What: It's a beach! There's fruit! Love in the air! Classy private rooms in the mountains!
When: From sunrise to midnight! (AND IT'S TODAY! FEBRUARY 18th!)
Where: Out on the beach, centered around the teleporter/tunnel exit area. But it feels like July out there! Ain't that just the shit?
Summary: Summary? Why does this need a summary. I said everything up there. And then I'm gonna say even more after this. Why do we need this field? Seriously, anyone? Anyone? Bueller?
Rating: KEEP IT CLEAN, KIDS. Take your dirty smut to an appointments post!
Long Ago In A Distant Land, Akai, the fully functional fonbot, unleashed a fairly standard mod post. But a foolish player kept asking questions and come on, do you really need to know that much? Now everyone wants to play out their ships and get into fruit shenanigans and undo to evil that is AKAI.
((No, but seriously guys, look at the mod post, you know what to do. Everything you need is there. Mass log post, remember to tag your characters name here, and do your thing.))
OH YEAH! So like, assume there is stands (or you know, beach-appropriate huts) here and there that are stocked up on bathing suits (and curtains you can change behind), stands with beverages, and snacks. Nobody's really operating them, new stuff just gets Shifted there (BUT ONLY IF YOU'RE NOT WATCHING). The Malnosso are the most considerate bro-ginization ever.
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And there was Adele, heading straight toward him. Oh, dear.
He turns and heads the other way, hoping she hasn't seen him. He does not want to spoil her mood, nor, truth be told, his own, by upsetting her again.]
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Ben! Ben- wait, please!
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Ben I'm sorry. For what I said, it was unkind, it was crass, and you deserved none of it. I didn't want it to be true, and treated you unfairly. I'm sorry.
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To be replaced by another. One that almost makes him feel worse. If she were angry, he could simply avoid her and then all would be well. Her feeling guilty just made thngs complicated.]
"... You need not apologize. I should not have intruded."
[He's still not facing her. He honestly hasn't moved much at all since he stopped to wait for her.]
"And I do not believe that you are only yourself when you are miserable."
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I. No. You were right. It's not- I wasn't behaving like myself. I haven't all week. Something is off. Something is wrong and I can't remember things like I should. You were right to be concerned. You are right to be worried.
[It's impossible to keep talking to his back like this- it reminds her too much of those last few conversations with Robert before it went to hell. She walks around, chewing on her bottom lip to look Ben in the eye.]
I'm most often myself when I'm miserable, because I'm most often miserable. I know that's not what you meant Ben.
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He realized he'd been avoiding people all week, and Adele in particular. It troubled him. He wasn't like that.
Unless, of course, he was.]
"I had only meant that you did not typically shift emotions so quickly."
[Which she knew, of course, since she'd just said as much.]
"... Is everything alright, though?"
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[She shakes her head and wipes at her eyes, staring out at the ocean for a moment, collecting her thoughts. Trying to figure out how to articulate this bone deep betrayal on no one's part but her own.]
...Have you ever been loved, Ben, and loved in return?
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When he asks the question, he immediately feels he should deny it, but he can't. For all he might talk about points of view, all points of view stemmed from the truth, and the truth was that he had.
Siri Tachi had been a lot of things, had meant a lot of things, but one thing that was undeniable was that they were, mutually, in love. He had come to terms with her death, of course. Made peace with it, as she had, though it was the most difficult experience he had ever had with the Dark Side.]
"I have, yes."
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Then you understand the comfort in it. The support, the joy the- it centers you. When you are certain of it, that you are loved on your own merit? When you know, no matter what should occur, that this person will care for you and will never turn you away- when you have that almost anything is bearable.
I've lost it once Ben. I'd had that be a lie once in my life before and it cut my legs from beneath me. I don't know if I can bear it a second time.
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"Such a view of self-worth need not be external. One may be capable of viewing oneself as worthy of admiration, as deserving of care and respect. Indeed, even external sources need not be romantic. I did not rely upon her love for me to satisfy my need for assurances."
[He feels a horrible sensation of guilt, then. He, the Jedi in whom she placed so much faith, had not been there to care for her. Had turned her away. Disappointing the expectations of a friend also needs not be romantic- just look at him. There was no romantic overtone to the faith she placed in him, and yet he had taken it from her.
Ideally, she would be able to accept that as another temporary situation and move on, but the one word that he could never possibly apply to Adele's emotional state was 'ideal.'
It could not happen again, he decided.
... He wasn't sure when he had decided to hold her, but now he was attempting to draw her into a hug.]
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It's why this, having someone she respected treat her as an equal, as a friend, on her own merit rather than that as a physician surprises her. Unnerves her. Having people look at her, see her for who she is, and decide it's worth their time? Fears, paranoia, snide, embittered woman that she is? It's disconcerting. She cannot believe it to be true, not entirely. And at the very same time desperately wants it to be. It need not be Tony, but just to know that she can be loved, that she is worth that affection, that regard, that is what she wants more than anything even if she will never admit it to herself.
She leans into Ben when he holds her, just. Breathing. Trying to do what she knew he would eventually tell her to. Accept it and let go. But she can't, not this, and whenever it's over what she feels is going to be...terrible. Guilt. Self Loathing. She knew her luck. She knows she can't have anything remotely like this, she's not fit for it.]
For a decade he was all I had. And in all that time, he'd never wanted me.
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[Still holding her. Just like in the tunnels, he won't let go until she pulls away.]
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[She huffs a soft laugh into his shoulder, turning her head until it settles in this hollow, the curve of his collarbone and shoulder. She could rest her cheek there comfortably...and it felt. Nice.]
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[He says this, of course, with a smug grin.
He's a bit surprised that she hasn't already pulled away from his arms. She'd always given the impression that even the few hesitant moments of contact she allowed Obi-Wan during previous moments of emotional candor were more than she gave to most. Perhaps it was a residual effect of the shift.]
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After a moment more she steps back and wipes at her eyes, habitually reigning in her emotions and composing a mask of polite distance. Then she remembers who she's with, shakes her head at herself and shrugs. She can't hide how miserable she's making herself from Ben. And were it not so relaxing to have someone she could show this, she'd find it irritating.]
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"Guilty as accused, I'm afraid." [Still grinning as she separates from him.]
"So, what do you make of these trees everywhere?"
[Something told him she'd appreciate the subject change, and frankly, there was little he could do for her before the Shift wore off and all illusions regarding Tony were discarded emotionally as well as logically. Then she would need help.]
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To be honest? I've no idea. Everyone seems to be enjoying the fruit, and none of them have become ill over it.
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[The grin comes back.]
"Besides, it has been weeks since you've chastised me for being reckless."
[On that note, he immediately heads for the nearest tree and begins examining the selection of fruit within reach. Star-shaped. Most interesting.]
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[Still she sighs as though put upon and follows him to the tree, blinking at the fruit along with him. Star shaped. Pale gold. It smelled quite fragrant, so it was either ripe or close to it.]
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He reaches up and plucks it from the tree, examining it for a moment.]
"... Well, it looks safe to me, and I do not sense any threat from it."
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Well, it still bears some examination, yes. I...hm. [She reaches up into her hair and pulls out a slim knife, holding her hand out for the fruit.]
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"Very well."
[He does not remark upon the unusual storage place for her knife, he simply hands her the fruit without a word.]
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It smells sweet, and seems to have about the same resistance as a peach...nothing to make it seem rancid, no insects or worms...it should be safe.
[And well...what was the worst that could happen? She shrugs and lifts the knife to her lips, biting a bit off of the end.]
DOOOOOOOOOOM
He finished the bite, blinked, and looked down.]
"An interesting taste, but not an unpleasant one."
[He shrugs and takes another bite.]
SO MUCH DOOM
THE DOOMIEST
ALL THE DOOM EVER
LIKE AN APOCALYPSE OF DOOM. NO THAT IS NOT TAUTOLOGICAL SHUT UP.
A DOOMOCOLYPSE, IF YOU WILL.
CLEARLY, BECAUSE APOCALOOM JUST SOUNDS LIKE SINISTER WEAVING.
SINISTER WEAVING OF THE THREADS OF FATE!
WAIT ISN'T THAT KIND OF WHAT WE'RE DOING ANYWAY.
THE RED STRING OF FATE, IT STRANGLES THEM!
THE RED STRING OF FATE IS OUR GAROTTE.
A GAROTTE OF LOVE.
THIS IS CLEARLY A ROMANCASSINATION.
THE SWEETEST DEATH OF ALL.
OH YES I MEAN NO
WE ALL KNOW YOU REALLY MEAN YES
LIES. SCANDALOUS LIES.
SEARCH YOUR FEELINGS GUY, YOU KNOW IT TO BE TRUE.
THAT'S NOT TRUE... THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!
*EVIL LAUGHTER*
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