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Luceti Mods ([personal profile] lucetimods) wrote in [community profile] lucetilogs2012-02-18 12:46 pm
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EVERYBODY! EVERYBODY!

Who: Everybody! Everybody!
What: It's a beach! There's fruit! Love in the air! Classy private rooms in the mountains!
When: From sunrise to midnight! (AND IT'S TODAY! FEBRUARY 18th!)
Where: Out on the beach, centered around the teleporter/tunnel exit area. But it feels like July out there! Ain't that just the shit?
Summary: Summary? Why does this need a summary. I said everything up there. And then I'm gonna say even more after this. Why do we need this field? Seriously, anyone? Anyone? Bueller?
Rating: KEEP IT CLEAN, KIDS. Take your dirty smut to an appointments post!

Long Ago In A Distant Land, Akai, the fully functional fonbot, unleashed a fairly standard mod post. But a foolish player kept asking questions and come on, do you really need to know that much? Now everyone wants to play out their ships and get into fruit shenanigans and undo to evil that is AKAI.

((No, but seriously guys, look at the mod post, you know what to do. Everything you need is there. Mass log post, remember to tag your characters name here, and do your thing.))

OH YEAH! So like, assume there is stands (or you know, beach-appropriate huts) here and there that are stocked up on bathing suits (and curtains you can change behind), stands with beverages, and snacks. Nobody's really operating them, new stuff just gets Shifted there (BUT ONLY IF YOU'RE NOT WATCHING). The Malnosso are the most considerate bro-ginization ever.
averybadfeeling: (Concern)

[personal profile] averybadfeeling 2012-02-19 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
[Once more decked out in his finest sunglasses/shorts/T-shirt/sandals combination from the pool party, Obi-Wan finds himself idly strolling down the beach, simply basking a bit in the warmth of the unseasonable weather and the positive emotions filling the air around him.

And there was Adele, heading straight toward him. Oh, dear.

He turns and heads the other way, hoping she hasn't seen him. He does not want to spoil her mood, nor, truth be told, his own, by upsetting her again.]
fleurdesel: right, tired, sad (And here's me. Again.)

[personal profile] fleurdesel 2012-02-19 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
[Without the robes it takes a moment for Adele to recognize Obi-Wan, but when she does she lifts a hand to wave. His abrupt turn makes her falter and hesitate. Has Luke not passed along her apology? She's still a moment longer before she starts after him, not quite jogging, but close.]

Ben! Ben- wait, please!
averybadfeeling: (Watching)

[personal profile] averybadfeeling 2012-02-19 03:23 am (UTC)(link)
[He stops and waits patiently for her to catch up, though he does not turn around.]
fleurdesel: right, tired, sad (It's not somethign I wish to discuss)

[personal profile] fleurdesel 2012-02-19 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
[As soon as she's at his side she hesitates once more, before ducking her head, smoothing a hand back through her hair and sighing.]

Ben I'm sorry. For what I said, it was unkind, it was crass, and you deserved none of it. I didn't want it to be true, and treated you unfairly. I'm sorry.
averybadfeeling: (Take The Child)

[personal profile] averybadfeeling 2012-02-19 04:06 am (UTC)(link)
[Immediately, a burden lifts from his mind...

To be replaced by another. One that almost makes him feel worse. If she were angry, he could simply avoid her and then all would be well. Her feeling guilty just made thngs complicated.]


"... You need not apologize. I should not have intruded."

[He's still not facing her. He honestly hasn't moved much at all since he stopped to wait for her.]

"And I do not believe that you are only yourself when you are miserable."
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fleurdesel: right, tired, sad (Shaken up)

[personal profile] fleurdesel 2012-02-19 04:11 am (UTC)(link)
[Why wasn't he turning? Had she upset him that much? Had she ruined one of the few, fragile relationships she's earned here already? Anxious and more than a little frustrated, she huffs out a laugh.]

I. No. You were right. It's not- I wasn't behaving like myself. I haven't all week. Something is off. Something is wrong and I can't remember things like I should. You were right to be concerned. You are right to be worried.

[It's impossible to keep talking to his back like this- it reminds her too much of those last few conversations with Robert before it went to hell. She walks around, chewing on her bottom lip to look Ben in the eye.]

I'm most often myself when I'm miserable, because I'm most often miserable. I know that's not what you meant Ben.
averybadfeeling: (Sympathy)

[personal profile] averybadfeeling 2012-02-19 04:37 am (UTC)(link)
[Her pain hits him right as she forces the awkward laugh. He tries not to wince. And then she comes around to face him. He wasn't sure why he hadn't wanted to turn around, why he'd been reluctant to commit to the conversation.

He realized he'd been avoiding people all week, and Adele in particular. It troubled him. He wasn't like that.

Unless, of course, he was.]


"I had only meant that you did not typically shift emotions so quickly."

[Which she knew, of course, since she'd just said as much.]

"... Is everything alright, though?"
fleurdesel: left, sad, shock (Sad)

[personal profile] fleurdesel 2012-02-19 04:41 am (UTC)(link)
[Another soft laugh, tight and bitter.] What do you think Ben? I- this. It's not real. It's false. And I can't-

[She shakes her head and wipes at her eyes, staring out at the ocean for a moment, collecting her thoughts. Trying to figure out how to articulate this bone deep betrayal on no one's part but her own.]

...Have you ever been loved, Ben, and loved in return?
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averybadfeeling: (Default)

[personal profile] averybadfeeling 2012-02-19 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
[Almost without thinking about it, his hand finds her shoulder as she speaks, as if he could physically steady her against the pain.

When he asks the question, he immediately feels he should deny it, but he can't. For all he might talk about points of view, all points of view stemmed from the truth, and the truth was that he had.

Siri Tachi had been a lot of things, had meant a lot of things, but one thing that was undeniable was that they were, mutually, in love. He had come to terms with her death, of course. Made peace with it, as she had, though it was the most difficult experience he had ever had with the Dark Side.]


"I have, yes."
fleurdesel: center, sad (I can't....)

[personal profile] fleurdesel 2012-02-19 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
[If there was one good thing to come of this, for now Adele didn't flinch. IN whatever memories this has given her she's worked that issue out more or less with Tony. She leans into the support offered subtly as she tries to find the words. Articulating this is difficult on a good day, when she can remember everything as it should be. Now? IT feels almost impossible.]

Then you understand the comfort in it. The support, the joy the- it centers you. When you are certain of it, that you are loved on your own merit? When you know, no matter what should occur, that this person will care for you and will never turn you away- when you have that almost anything is bearable.

I've lost it once Ben. I'd had that be a lie once in my life before and it cut my legs from beneath me. I don't know if I can bear it a second time.
averybadfeeling: (Concern 2)

[personal profile] averybadfeeling 2012-02-19 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
[He did understand, but he also knew it was dangerous to rely upon such a thing. Like all attachments, it was fleeting, ephemeral, at risk of change. To attach one's well-being to it was to create a vulnerability, a dangerous point that could all-too-easily destroy your entire world with only a tiny change.]

"Such a view of self-worth need not be external. One may be capable of viewing oneself as worthy of admiration, as deserving of care and respect. Indeed, even external sources need not be romantic. I did not rely upon her love for me to satisfy my need for assurances."

[He feels a horrible sensation of guilt, then. He, the Jedi in whom she placed so much faith, had not been there to care for her. Had turned her away. Disappointing the expectations of a friend also needs not be romantic- just look at him. There was no romantic overtone to the faith she placed in him, and yet he had taken it from her.

Ideally, she would be able to accept that as another temporary situation and move on, but the one word that he could never possibly apply to Adele's emotional state was 'ideal.'

It could not happen again, he decided.

... He wasn't sure when he had decided to hold her, but now he was attempting to draw her into a hug.]
fleurdesel: left, sad, serious (please)

[personal profile] fleurdesel 2012-02-19 07:14 am (UTC)(link)
...[Self worth. With what she could do? Adele was aware she was skilled. Invaluable. As a surgeon she had few peers of equal ability. As a musician she was textbook perfect, if a little lacking in practical experience. But as herself. As who she was as a woman, not a doctor, not a LeBlanc...Robert had made it clear she was worth nothing. Had taken great pains to show her that, and after enduring it for so long, she'd come to believe him. Still believes him.

It's why this, having someone she respected treat her as an equal, as a friend, on her own merit rather than that as a physician surprises her. Unnerves her. Having people look at her, see her for who she is, and decide it's worth their time? Fears, paranoia, snide, embittered woman that she is? It's disconcerting. She cannot believe it to be true, not entirely. And at the very same time desperately wants it to be. It need not be Tony, but just to know that she can be loved, that she is worth that affection, that regard, that is what she wants more than anything even if she will never admit it to herself.

She leans into Ben when he holds her, just. Breathing. Trying to do what she knew he would eventually tell her to. Accept it and let go. But she can't, not this, and whenever it's over what she feels is going to be...terrible. Guilt. Self Loathing. She knew her luck. She knows she can't have anything remotely like this, she's not fit for it.]


For a decade he was all I had. And in all that time, he'd never wanted me.

averybadfeeling: (Sympathy)

[personal profile] averybadfeeling 2012-02-19 07:18 am (UTC)(link)
"That, to me, sounds like a deficiency on his part, not yours."

[Still holding her. Just like in the tunnels, he won't let go until she pulls away.]
fleurdesel: right, hug (I'm still not ready)

[personal profile] fleurdesel 2012-02-19 07:23 am (UTC)(link)
...if I make any attempt to contradict you, you'll just prove me wrong, won't you Ben?

[She huffs a soft laugh into his shoulder, turning her head until it settles in this hollow, the curve of his collarbone and shoulder. She could rest her cheek there comfortably...and it felt. Nice.]
averybadfeeling: (Grin)

[personal profile] averybadfeeling 2012-02-19 07:30 am (UTC)(link)
"I'd hardly be any kind of insufferably smug if I didn't, now would I?"

[He says this, of course, with a smug grin.

He's a bit surprised that she hasn't already pulled away from his arms. She'd always given the impression that even the few hesitant moments of contact she allowed Obi-Wan during previous moments of emotional candor were more than she gave to most. Perhaps it was a residual effect of the shift.]

fleurdesel: center, sad, serious (This isn't how it should be)

[personal profile] fleurdesel 2012-02-19 07:35 am (UTC)(link)
I can't see right now, but you. You have a smug grin. I can hear it. [She chuckles to herself, the resonance of Ben's voice in his chest decidedly smug enough for her to feel.

After a moment more she steps back and wipes at her eyes, habitually reigning in her emotions and composing a mask of polite distance. Then she remembers who she's with, shakes her head at herself and shrugs. She can't hide how miserable she's making herself from Ben. And were it not so relaxing to have someone she could show this, she'd find it irritating.]
averybadfeeling: (Your Move)

[personal profile] averybadfeeling 2012-02-19 07:47 am (UTC)(link)
[It had never actually occurred to Obi-Wan before how awkward it was to try and hug somebody without hitting their wings.]

"Guilty as accused, I'm afraid." [Still grinning as she separates from him.]

"So, what do you make of these trees everywhere?"

[Something told him she'd appreciate the subject change, and frankly, there was little he could do for her before the Shift wore off and all illusions regarding Tony were discarded emotionally as well as logically. Then she would need help.]
fleurdesel: right, smile, smirk (that was funny)

[personal profile] fleurdesel 2012-02-19 07:56 am (UTC)(link)
But Jedi do not fear. [The return to their usual, comfortable, and god it was a weird thought to think she had a comfortable manner with anyone here, means of conversation made Adele smile in earnest, even if it was a small one.]

To be honest? I've no idea. Everyone seems to be enjoying the fruit, and none of them have become ill over it.
averybadfeeling: (Spring the trap)

[personal profile] averybadfeeling 2012-02-19 08:01 am (UTC)(link)
"Ordinarily, I would avoid the fruit simply on the off-chance that they're dangerous, but the Malnosso seem quite capable of providing danger for us that is far more difficult to avoid."

[The grin comes back.]

"Besides, it has been weeks since you've chastised me for being reckless."

[On that note, he immediately heads for the nearest tree and begins examining the selection of fruit within reach. Star-shaped. Most interesting.]
fleurdesel: left, smile, smirk, sarcastic (I'm sorry)

[personal profile] fleurdesel 2012-02-19 08:09 am (UTC)(link)
...Ben. You are a delightfully brilliant idiot at times, you know that?

[Still she sighs as though put upon and follows him to the tree, blinking at the fruit along with him. Star shaped. Pale gold. It smelled quite fragrant, so it was either ripe or close to it.]
averybadfeeling: (Ponder)

[personal profile] averybadfeeling 2012-02-19 08:47 am (UTC)(link)
[He's far too busy examining the tree to dignify that with a response. That one there looks good. Evenly formed, no marks or blemishes, the whole fruit of a uniform, appealing color. With luck, that indicated that it was ripe. Not that Obi-Wan had ever experienced such a thing as luck, mind.

He reaches up and plucks it from the tree, examining it for a moment.]


"... Well, it looks safe to me, and I do not sense any threat from it."
fleurdesel: right, laugh (This is some kind of surprise)

[personal profile] fleurdesel 2012-02-19 08:49 am (UTC)(link)
You don't sense any threat from it. [She presses her hands to her mouth to muffle a laugh, shaking her head at the Jedi.]

Well, it still bears some examination, yes. I...hm. [She reaches up into her hair and pulls out a slim knife, holding her hand out for the fruit.]
averybadfeeling: (Default)

[personal profile] averybadfeeling 2012-02-19 08:53 am (UTC)(link)
[In fairness, sentient plant life was an actual documented phenomenon in Obi-Wan's own Galaxy.]

"Very well."

[He does not remark upon the unusual storage place for her knife, he simply hands her the fruit without a word.]
fleurdesel: right, tired, sad (You are not seeing me smile)

[personal profile] fleurdesel 2012-02-19 09:00 am (UTC)(link)
[She takes the fruit and makes three perfectly straight parallel cuts in the fruit without blinking, her hand completely steady. She slides it in under one of the wedges and offers it out to Obi wan, doing the same for herself once the fruit had been accepted.]

It smells sweet, and seems to have about the same resistance as a peach...nothing to make it seem rancid, no insects or worms...it should be safe.

[And well...what was the worst that could happen? She shrugs and lifts the knife to her lips, biting a bit off of the end.]
averybadfeeling: (Ponder)

DOOOOOOOOOOM

[personal profile] averybadfeeling 2012-02-19 09:03 am (UTC)(link)
[Obi-Wan accepted his wedge, pondering it for a moment, but when she bit hers, he shrugged and did the same.

He finished the bite, blinked, and looked down.]


"An interesting taste, but not an unpleasant one."

[He shrugs and takes another bite.]
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SO MUCH DOOM

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THE DOOMIEST

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ALL THE DOOM EVER

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A DOOMOCOLYPSE, IF YOU WILL.

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A GAROTTE OF LOVE.

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THE SWEETEST DEATH OF ALL.

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OH YES I MEAN NO

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LIES. SCANDALOUS LIES.

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*EVIL LAUGHTER*

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